Part of the Beautiful Young People

Still trying to find my self even though I think I know my self more then when I started

Thank you, I love you, I’m liberated

I deleted all my messages on fb from Anel a WHILE ago but I never thought I’d have the courage to delete the thousand’s of other messages on my other email’s, youtube’s,hotmail’s, I’m’s, or that STUPID notebook. I thought I would never have the courage to let go and I just did. ALL of it. Got rid of everything I made him everything even the lastest thing the Tasbih . I know it’s cause of Jon cuz I guess he give’s me enough confidence to know that I shouldnt settle for familiarity, that I should have a prince and that’s what I have. I read some of the messages and I felt jipped out of 5 year’s. Everything was a huge lie. Jon’s basically given me the confidence to liberate my self of ALL the bad stuff I kept running back to, and from all the negative. I begged for Anel not to go and he did, I did him no wrongs and he wronged me, I tried my best to be enough and somehow even though I was more then he deserved he made me feel like crap over time and there’s no excuse for that. I didn’t feel anything when I got rid of it all except releife. Thank you for being the best thing that’s happened to me ♥ I love you more then you understand, till peaches grow on mango tree’s on the day we met
♥ March 30th♥
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— with Jon Boyer.

Smetimes i feel like no one gets it. Dont think anyone will no Even Jon… Idk like ik what i want and what i want to do with my self but iv never met a single person to know it. I decided id tell him today but idk how its going to go. I mean it defines me. No matter what happenes im not goanna slur it.


Ugh soooooo nerve racking

Irratation

Everyone is irritating me today haha says the irratatore. Stupid kids

Okey to ellen and austin and that stupid anon

Stfu. leave Oliver alone(lindsay or reptile) hes not being a hypocrite hes being reAl about a fucked up situation. Ellen and Austin where wrong. Thats that okey. If they where so in love with eachother why the fuck would ellen claim to be so in love with Oliver(lindsay) AND Austin tell Oliver he was in Love with him. SO LOL im in love with you but ima back stab you and steel your girlfriend bro. What fucking logic is that. As for Anon its obvious you ARE Ellen and AUSTin get over your self. If you where so fucking happy y the fuck you trolling on Olis page reblogging, annoning, and bothering him. Let it go.move on.and unfollow if you have a fucking problem with it. Cuz trust me honeys. No one wants u.Austin, trust me, your friendships not wanted move on. Ellen, its not about it being Austins fault its BOTH your fucking faults if you were happy with austin ud leave oliver alone so gtfo you wanna be lesbian cuz if u didnt know, by definition two vaginas are needed for a lesbian couple . You must be confusing male genetalia. both of you, im sick and tired of these crazy wanna be leabians and these crazy bitches messing with my best friend. Thats mine. So back the fuck off. And go on with your freaking lifes talk about freaking anoying geese people some times are stupid. If you have any humanity left. Let Oli be. Hes moved on and doesnt need you there. No fucks are given for your existance, but Oli being bothered by asses is a problem . Either you unfollow or I’m a have to go on his page and fucking delete and block your asses geese fucking louise. Stupid crap…..

Moving on to A postivive quote for the dAy “the best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt within the heart.”

juno

You know it’s love when they see the sun shine out’a your ass .” :) HELL TO THE YEAH!!! <3 LOLZ

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